I wanted to give you a present for your journey. But I wanted to give you something which does not have really weight, or maybe not material at all. Not to make your package more heavy, and not to make you take care of more and more stuff.
And it also happens, that something happens with me, or I have some thoughts and ideas which I would like to share with you, when you are not there (or at least this was my experience in the period between I departed from the school and you arrived to Kishantos this August).
As you have experienced, I am not good in writting letters.
I still owe Olga and you a little report about my experiences in Odin Theatre.
So these are reasons why I want to start to write you a log-book on internet.
A log-book (according to my dictionary) is a collection of notes what you are writting when you are sailing.
I don't want to write a diary on the net. And I don't want to write a diary for you.
A diary for me is a text, which I write for myself.
And I cannot promise, that I will write here at least a note each day, or each week or anything.
I can only promise I will write here, when I will feel the need to tell you something.
When there is something which is necessary to mention in the log-book.
And it is open, there is no password, so anyone can read it. I am writting to you things, which can be interesting maybe to read for other people aswell. This is also a motivation, I think.
It happens with me a lot of times, when we have a conversation, that I can not tell a thought, which I would like to, sometimes because, we both have to many ideas connected to one topic, so I feel, I need to select from them to be able to tell some of them, and sometimes I am not able to express exactly what I wanted to.
And it also happens, that something happens with me, or I have some thoughts and ideas which I would like to share with you, when you are not there (or at least this was my experience in the period between I departed from the school and you arrived to Kishantos this August).
As you have experienced, I am not good in writting letters.
I still owe Olga and you a little report about my experiences in Odin Theatre.
So these are reasons why I want to start to write you a log-book on internet.
A log-book (according to my dictionary) is a collection of notes what you are writting when you are sailing.
I don't want to write a diary on the net. And I don't want to write a diary for you.
A diary for me is a text, which I write for myself.
And I cannot promise, that I will write here at least a note each day, or each week or anything.
I can only promise I will write here, when I will feel the need to tell you something.
When there is something which is necessary to mention in the log-book.
And it is open, there is no password, so anyone can read it. I am writting to you things, which can be interesting maybe to read for other people aswell. This is also a motivation, I think.
1 comment:
Well, well Bálint ... I ... think I have to read your thoughts one more time. (pause)
So, there we go! Wow, now I discovered that this was not the only text you have written me, but you have already made 6 inquieries. This is a lot of weight for me, Bálint (possitively)! It is something presious. I have not read the other texts yet, but I'm looking forward to do so. And I'm looking forward to keep the thouch of intemacy that we have developed in our relationship. As I said - and I mean it - it is something presious.
PS: It's funny to write you an electronic message now that you are walking just behind me, down to brush your teeth.
PSS: See you tomorrow before leeeeeeaving on a yetplane, I don't know when I'll be back again ...
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