I am coming home from Romania, I was at the train station in Cluj Napoca, which was a long - long line of continuous platforms, some stairs, pedestrian bridges, and ticket offices; all very rusty and grey. I was with some people, friends, I don't remember exactly who. They stayed at the other end of this long unforeseeable platform-series, I went to buy tickets maybe for our trip. We were heading to Hungary, the strange thing, I don't remember, I was thinking about this trip as a return. I had some kind of feeling, that I know all, what is around me, I am familiar with it. I heard some Romanian talking in the speakers, and than a lady started to inform in Hungarian about the train to Hungary. She didn't just speak Hungarian, but she spoke about all the towns and lands in Romania which the train was going through using their Hungarian names, and mentioning the historical background of them, how some Hungarians talk about it, among each other. It was a feeling, that not just the language had change, but also the information, which is given on different languages. Since it's a sensitive issue in the relation of the two countries, and the official Romanian oppignion is different than the Hungarian one, I was wondering, why is she doing this, how does she dare to provoke, what can be her reason, and how is it possible, that she is allowed to talk like this in the speakers of the train station.
Even thaugh it was in Hungarian.
As if it would be only understood by Hungarians. I was suprised.
But I also got to know from her speech, that I won't have time to get back to my platform till the train will start off.
Even thaugh it was in Hungarian.
As if it would be only understood by Hungarians. I was suprised.
But I also got to know from her speech, that I won't have time to get back to my platform till the train will start off.
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I feel that dreams have a very interesting part in our lives. They are a big part of us and if we pay attention to them, they can tell us important imformation about ourselves that we maybe were not aware of.
I also had a dream tonight. I was fleeing from a group of Orks (you know these mixes between men and beasts from The Lord of the Rings). They were green. I was running towards a wall or a building. There I knew that I could come through some windows at the top, in order to come down on the other side in safty.
But when I came to the windows I tried to climb through, but it wa even too small for my head. AND they had all glass put into them.
I found another way down a room full of people, in a little stair down into some sort of bar. From there I got out on the other side. On the other side it was a long, flat and icy plain. I ran over it into safty.
Now this was the dream and some would say: Ah, it was good that you got away from those evil Orks! I believe that everything which appears in a dream as to do with my own self and my own life. That's why I did this practice 20 min this morning:
First I found the highest point in the dream with the most emotions or the strongest picture. I wondered if it was the fear I felt when trying to climb through the window and didn't come through, or the picture of the green Orks.
I chose the picture of me trying to get my head through the window. I sit in a meditation position and with closed eyes I put the chosen picture a half meter in front of my eyes with my pictural imagination. Then I relax and breath in and out with this picture. I try as much as I can to JUST focus on the picture and nothing else.
With this method I can again contact my uncounscious and let some of the hidden information come trugh to my now conscious mind. The picture can become stronger or thoughts and feelings can appear as a reaction to the strong focus on the highest point of the dream.
I believe that objects and feelings in the dream often has a direct meaning in our lives and in our personal and spiritual development.
There are many ways of looking and using the dreams. Maybe you use it more for an artistic approach and inspiration ... or what? You said once that the dream world was a differnt world for you, a magical world.
What do you feel and think about my approach to my dreams?
Wish you a good day and week!
Good thoughts from me!
-Tarjei
I only said that I look upon dreams as expereinces with equal importance to the things, what we experience when we are not sleeping.
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